i’m so pissed i feel like shit
every other day it gets like this
i hate my guts i hate my life
just give up you don’t have to tell me twice

my blood is filled with rust and guts
they scream and i feel so fucked up
bloodstained lines braced for the fall
kill me once just kill them all

apple juice piss and roaches in the sink
look at my knees and it’s dead meat
bubblegum guts spilling down the drain
dead in a ditch i found my fate

i’m screaming out at the top of my lungs
i’m so fucked oh i’m so wrong
praying to god but i don’t believe
shock kicking in i’m just dead meat

not dead yet but not much stronger
rusted limbs can’t last much longer
take your pills wipe your knees
something bad is guaranteed

hard to walk and hurts to sit
why’d it have to be like this?
no one knows but i still ask why
it’s all my fault and i wanna die

die die die die die die die die die

i’m still here i’m still alive
the fear is gone and so’s my drive
everything just feels so lame
i just don’t know why i came

i’m too scared to die
i just wanna stay alive
go online i know what i’m gonna find
just hang on and stay the same

end this song before i drift away

you can tell me how to feel
i wanna know what’s fake and real
one more day of endless lag
and i can feel it start to drag

i don’t wanna feel like this
every other day i see it miss
and when it hits i feel so glad 
but now it’s time to face the facts

blood is filled with rust and guts
they scream and i feel so fucked up
bloodstained lines braced for the fall
kill me once just kill them all

apple juice piss and roaches in the sink
i look at my knees and it’s dead meat
bubblegum guts spilling down the drain
dead in a ditch i found my fate

i’m screaming out at the top of my lungs
i’m so fucked oh i’m so wrong
praying to god but i don’t believe
shock kicking in i’m just dead meat