**the only thing i want to do is expose who i truly am to you
but i feel self conscious because they tell me i’m all these terrible things
but i’m not
what is actually happening is that i love being here
we might be alone. it just might be you and me.
but that’s okay...because do you really need anyone else?**

lock yourself inside your room
don’t come out or else you’re doomed
slam your head against the wall
until it spills out through the halls

you don’t know what you’re looking for
another day of oozing tar
that pins you down into your bed
and drags you on until you’re dead

now the room is piercing white
in between your death and life
they’ll get you if you stay in place
so close your eyes and lose your face

in the room is piercing white
in between your death and life
they’ll kill you if you stay in place
so close your eyes and lose your face

i can’t run and i don’t know why
they’re catching up and i cannot hide
a fist is clenching down my neck
closing in please catch my breath

i can’t run and i don’t know why
they’re catching up and i cannot hide
i can’t run and i don’t know why
i can’t run and i don’t know why

i can’t run and i don’t know why
i can’t run and i don’t know why

i cannot run and i don’t know why
i cannot run and i don’t know why

woke up again at 6pm
it’s getting late i’m growing dead 
my face looks strange i’m feeling weak
i’m slipping out into the sink

i try so hard but nothing works
it’s all the same and nothing hurts
it gets so numb it feels so bleak
cutting in but nothing bleeds

i don’t wanna close my eyes
and see your skull crash into mine
it’s getting closer glowing red
gnashing teeth and full of dread
  
rip my skin and tear it back
just look in, my flesh is black
kill me now don’t compromise
just pull me close and lock your eyes

feeling shitty nothing’s new
i thought i did but lost the clue
my eyes are strained i see it all
i’m just so scared to drop the ball

i’m looking up the skies are red
the static glows and starts to spread
i look back down and find my feet
trying my best not to bleed

bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed bleed

waking up in real life
it’s all a dream and they were right
your friends are gone you want them back
all the lies begin to crack

there’s nothing you can do but wait
and watch your life just drift away
locked out again i lost the key
no one’s left to come and get me

i just wanna see the day
where static skies will fade away
and faceless names are all but gone
cause they don’t know what’s going on

a big mistake you fucked it up
you never should’ve woken up
your eyes are oozing glued and shut
and everything just turns to dust

maybe this is who i am 
i’m spilling all the beans again
there’s no more telling what to say
my life can wait another day

and now i know i’m back again
these same four walls i’m growing in
biting at me fall asleep
so i can find another dream

woke up again at 6pm
it’s getting late i’m growing dead 
my face looks strange i’m feeling weak
i’m slipping out into the sink

i try so hard but nothing works
it’s all the same and nothing hurts
it gets so numb it feels so bleak
cutting in but nothing bleeds

i don’t want to close my eyes
and see your skull crash into mine
it’s getting closer glowing red
gnashing teeth and full of dread
  
rip my skin and tear it back
just look in, my flesh is black
kill me now don’t compromise
just pull me close and lock your eyes