oh my god

i don’t want to feel like this anymore
i don’t want to feel like this anymore

they think i’m just full of shit
i know i could die like this
something’s wrong and i can feel it i can feel it i can feel it

in my head it crawls around
telling me to hit the ground
i’ll sleep ten more hours then i’ll finally be myself again

no shit it didn’t work
i’m still here it fucking hurts
if i spend another day like this i think i’m gonna end it

oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
oh oh oh my god

oh i’m being poisoned slowly
through my veins my eyes are glowing
heavy metal in my vomit
down my chin and in the toilet

i think this might be the end
i’m losing feeling in my hands
i cannot move i’m paralyzed
my arms are stretched out to the skies

oh fuck there’s no one left to save me from this pending death
oh my god there’s no one left to save me from this pending death

i just wanna kill everything in my path
a soft answer turns away from the wrath

i just
i just wanna kill everything in my path
they say
a soft answer turns away from the wrath

i don’t wanna go wanna go i don’t wanna go
i don’t wanna go i don’t wanna go i don’t wanna go i don’t wanna go
i don’t wanna go i don’t wanna go i don’t wanna go i don’t wanna go

i just wanna get out of bed
the words will align then i’ll transcend
_ as you point to the back of my head
as my body sinks to the start of the end

just shoot

i just
i just wanna kill everything in my path
they say
a soft answer turns away from the wrath
why can’t
i just get myself out of bed
i can’t
yell anymore i’ve got nothing left